Wildest Dream

Saanvi's POV... 

It was the first day of my summer holidays I woke, as usual, the late in the morning to be exact late in the afternoon. Maybe my mom is right I had no idea of how much I have grown. I make my way to downstairs to grab something.

"Good morning mom " oh my god she kills me with her eyes. I know what she gonna say, either she knows what I would reply. But she corrected me "It's not morning ".

"Mom just leave it, it's my holiday " I was really not ready for this argument with her and I am tired of this. We used to always have arguments for everything. Its a part of a bond between me and my mom for the past 21 years. 

Soon I moved away from there before she wounds me with her words. But my heart says she loves you more. Ya I always agree with my heart. 

It was past evening I prepared myself to speak with my dad about the tour that I have planned with my friends. I was relieved when I saw him with a smile I could assure that he is in a good mood. 

"Daddy " he welcomed me with a warm smile. 

"I was just thinking to talk about " my heart started pounding I knew they would disagree but I need to convince them. " About what" he interrupted my thoughts. "My friends and I are planning for a tour to MANALI and few parts of JAMMU" I could feel the intensity in the air around us. " Where? " he asked to make sure what he heard. 

"MANALI and JAMMU just 1week dad I will be fine and there is nothing to worry I am going with my friends 3 girls, 3 boys and you know about those boys too", I added few more details about person by person to make sure nothing will happen and I will be safe. 

We had lots of arguments, my mom joined us in the living room and argued her parts. I cried and said many things to convince them. Finally, they did understand that I am not a little girl anymore. My parents should get it that this is my life and they should let me live it atleast a little. They should be thankful that I still consider them before making any choices. 

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I woke up a little early and went downstairs. What the hell I forgot to inform my mom that I should leave today and tomorrow morning is my flight. "Mom I just forgot tomorrow is my flight and I should leave today night" her morning excitement went when she heard I should leave today. I know they miss me being at home, being with them either do I. But I have got a job and its just 15 days of my holiday. "Ok " she didn't look at me. 

"Mom, I am sorry I wish that I would stay at home but I won't have no holidays in between my work. Don't worry I will come back to home after the tour " she smiled to make sure she is ok. 

As usual, I packed everything in last minute and literally my dad chased to my bus which left me in my boarding point. 

"Mom I am just a call away" and hugged my dad. I made myself comfortable in my seat. My mind reminded myself that I didn't have any choice than this one, that too my father booked.

I could feel the water in my eyes. Ya, I really miss them, everyone including my cousin. It was always fun staying at home and cracking many jokes in mid night. All those were really best moments of my life. We used to always go for a family tour, I always loved those tours, it was never boring. I could feel the emptiness in my home. All of us have got our own way to live with, life has to go. It's been a long time that I was very emotional like this after getting into a job I stopped thinking about everything including myself. I closed my eyes to shut my thoughts and to get a nap. 

I reached and took a cab to my apartment. I informed my parents and enterted my apartment. All my friends are sleeping like devils. "Aditi, Diya woke up do u both have any plans of coming". "Nah!!!" I could feel how sleepy Navya is. "Oh, so you too stayed here" I shot her a smiling face.

"Come and take a nap" she made a space for me in my own bed.. "Nope!!! I need to pack"

I started packing my clothes, it's really hard to pack without any help. I said them not to pack last night itself, I know I would struggle packing alone. But somehow finished it and checked everything in my check list. Its 6'am already, surely they need to get up. After talking bath I woked all of them. 

When I unplugged my phone from charger Sid name blinked in the notification bar. He has given me 8 missed calls and 10 texts. I called him right the moment, he is gonna scold me for sure, " Hey, Saanvi " by the softness I could find its Abhay if its Sid he would directly get into what he wanna say no formal talks, he is never such type. "Hey, Abhay where is Sid??" he did understand my discomfort. I feel uncomfortable to talk with Abhay, starting a few days of our career he had some sort of feeling for me. But I cannot deny that he is a very gentleman when I said I don't have an interest, he left. I know he wanna be a good friend but I couldn't feel that way either.

"Why do you have a mobile?? "Sid interrupted me. "I was just packing man" I gave a short reply. "When you girls will be ready, I just called you guys to remind that we have our flight today" he gave his usual comment about girls and their way of getting ready. "This is the reason that your still single " I taunted him. I like the way that Sid is, he is always he, don't care about what others say. But he cares about his people always. And I am glad that I am one of his people. 

Navya and Aditi took all of our bags down. I and Diya checked everything in our apartment and locked the door. We made our way to the cab. I am very happy that I found the best people in my life. I always had fear of finding friends in career. But I ended up with these. We always took care of each other and stood for each other. 

"So, where we gonna have breakfast??", Aditi broke the silence in the cab. "Wait, I will ask Dev" Diya blushed. "Oh god, started your romance in the morning itself ", Navya always likes to taunt the way Diya talks with Dev. They are the best pair of our squad, ya we are a squad. "Just wait a few more minutes to see your Romeo" I accompanied Navya. 

We met the boys standing near a cab. They too just got there. I remind myself to behave well with Abhya. "There is your Romeo in blue" Navya gave a taunting look. "Just stop, he started seeing some other girl" I reminded her. 

"Stop your gossip" I am sure its Sid when I turned he was standing near to me."We aren't" Navya warned him. Navya doesn't talk much with Sid. But I am very pet to him. "Ok Ok cool, you need to lots of patience " Sid cooled her. We had our breakfast in my favorite restaurant. We checked in and boarded into flight. The travel is one day and the worst part is we don't have any direct flight to MANALI. Our check out is NEW DELHI and Sid had made sure that we would take a Cab from NEW DELHI no bus or train. 

..I was seated next to Sid, Navya and Aditi, Romeo and Juliet of our squad, my Romeo I corrected myself Abhay and a stranger 

"Saanvi don't be like that with Abhay" I looked at him like I don't have any idea of what he is talking, "He just trying to be friends", he defended his friend. "Yep!! I get it, even I wish I behave properly with him but I really couldn't" more than anyone he understands me better I don't want to give Sid any detail of how I feel but he understands just by seeing my eyes. Thats the reason I spend more time with Sid. "Ok Cool" he comforts me. Always he comforts me. 

My Friends said that Sid also had feelings for me in first and I never asked him about it. I never wanna lose my friendship with him and I don't believe that he has, no had I remind. I like being with Sid always. Suddenly some strikes in my mind what if he finds his one and stops talking with me, my heart started pounding. I made my mind that I should stay away from him so, I wouldn't get hurted more. I know it's hard but I ought to. We had a long flight but not a very long flight. We got into a cab. I was still thinking what if Sid stops talking with me. "Are you ok?? Sunnu" as usual Sid smelled that I am not ok and I love it when he calls me Sunnu. "Ya!!!Fine" I smiled a fake one and he found that was a lie, "Just tired of flight that's it" I tried to convince him, "You love traveling and you always says these mountains covered with sliver line is the best view, I am not a fool not to understand that You are not ok not because of travel but something that goes on your mind" he always understands me the best, because I allowed him to know me.

And he always says that I understand him the most. I don't wanna spoil the mood of everyone. I felt intense in the air around us. Sid is just staring at me, I know he is angry on me. "Sid, its nothing how will I hide stuff from you, I will say when we got down" I assure him. And he holds my hand to make sure he will stay with me and help me. My tears started slipping down my eyes, Navya noticed before I wiped out. I gave a smile to assure her that I am ok. I don't wanna take off my hand away from Sid, because we always do holding hands. I can understand how dependent I am. 

We got down headed to our room, Dev and Diya got the same room, we all other girls got one room, those boys got other room. 

Sid's POV..... 

When I looked at her, she didn't turn back I wish that she turned back, but she didn't. I have never seen her like this with me. She thought that I didn't notice her tears but I did. I always notice her, I do. I couldn't stop thinking about those tears. I wish that I could take back those words I said about Abhay. Maybe that made her cry. 

"What happened to her? Did you scold her" Abhay joins me in the room. "I never scold her, I never" I warn him before he spills any other word. Ya I am harsh to everyone but not to her, I never control myself not to be harsh on her but on my own, I can't. She is too nice, she is very sensitive, funny, jovial, childish I always like her about that. She is beautiful too and her image strikes the way she sees me. Nothing could buy the smile she gives me. "Are you guys ok?? " Dev give a pitty look. "Ya, I just talked about Abhay and not to avoid him, he is just trying to be friends sort of stuff, but she replied she will try" I gave them details "I thought she was ok, but I have no idea that she is hurt, I always understands her the best but I don't know why I didn't know to understand her about this" both were in shock by seeing me sharing things. "So I am the reason for her sadness, not you man, just be like Sid, Sid will never worry about anything", Abhay tries his best, but I can't forgive myself for hurting her.

"Don't worry she will be ok, you just talk with her about this, she is too sensitive Sid, you don't oscillate your thoughts, tomorrow we're going for hiking ". "Just go get some sleep man or talk with her" Abhay smiled at me and I nod in agreement. I need to talk to her. I can't let her sleep crying and thinking. Her thoughts are wild, very wild. She hurts herself with her thoughts. I head my way to her room. 

Saanvi's POV.. 

I wanna turn back to say bye. But I am filled with tears. I won't turn back. When I enter there was no one in the room. I sat on the bed I couldn't stop crying. Navya entered the room "Are you ok?? babe", I hugged before saying anything. She hugged me to cool me down. "Do you wanna talk about it" she looks at me. But I have never shared anything about my thoughts I always discuss that with Sid. But I wanna say her, I know she won't judge me. Diya and Aditi too look sad when they see me crying. "You left your Romeo alone", I try my level best to reduce the sadness surrounded us. "Saanvi is always Saanvi" Aditi too tried her best, we continued our funny talks about everything. "Tomorrow we are going to hiking", Diya looks at Aditi. "Are you guys planning to kill anyone? Aditi shoots a glare to Navya. "I could literally imagine you shouting during hiking ", "leave me leave me" Navya imitates Aditi. I force myself not to check my phone. I wish I could get any message before he sleep but I didn't receive any text from Sid. We heard someone knocking at the door. I ran wishing it would be Sid. Yes, it's him. 

Sid's POV.... 

When I knocked on the door I found her opening. I could see the dryness in her eyes she must have cried. "Hi!!!" words just fall from my teeth before I recognize. I am never a formal type of guy. But I never said hi to anyone. "Hi!!!!" she gave a fake smile, same fake smile, "Hi!!!! Myself Navya, this is Saanvi, and you??" I should really thank her for making Saanvi smile and breaking the awkwardness. I was relieved by the smile really I was, she always has the best smile. "You look beautiful in that smile!!!! "again words fall from my mouth before I control. I smile at her because I have no idea how to take it back. "I am really feeling very uncomfortable to talk why can't you guys", before I complete Aditi "Ya we will stay in your room", Navya for her part "Make it quick, I need to sleep" I nod in agreement. I know it was a long trip... 

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Saanvi's POV

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I was relieved when I saw him. 

"I am sorry" he interrupted before my thoughts flow. "No it wasn't your fault ", finally I spoke with him. "I know, I should have never defended Abhay, I know how you feel about it", I was shocked when he didn't understand me. 

Sid's POV...

"It wasn't ever about Abhay" I was relieved when she said, but what would possibly make her cry. "You said you would tell me something later when we got down whats it??" I hope this is the best way to begin. 

Saanvi's POV.... 

I was happy finally he asked what's it. But I was expecting this when he knocked on the door. It was unnatural when he didn't ask it in first place. "I was just thinking what if you find your one and stops talking with me" I looked at him. "What????" I know he heard it. "I would never stop talking with you,"he said without any second thoughts. 

"I know you wouldn't avoid me intentionally, but girls are possessive about their man, she would feel hurt if your close with me, and I don't wanna bring any fights between you both, It will hurt me when you avoid, so I will try my level best to stay away from you, thats the best for both of us". When I looked at him I could see his watery eyes, if I have continued, he would have cried. 

Sid's POV.... 

How could she avoid me, why does she always over a thing. I wish god gives me some power to vanish her thoughts. "Have you lost your mind?? How could you avoid me??? "I looked hoping she would say something. But I found her crying, I held her hands like every time, but she took away. 

"Are you gonna go away from me?? "I wish she could say no. "Its will be best for us" she nods. I cannot be without her, I can never, I loved her every moment since the day I met her.

The first day when I looked at her, I couldn't forget. I love her truly. I can never stay away from her. No girl has liked since I am straightforward but she is the one who liked me for what I am. I wanna hug her and say don't go away from me. But before cut off my thoughts she stood. "If this would happen, I would never have any relationship ", I never have any idea of how emotional I am either. 

Saanvi's POV ...

"I didn't mean anything like that, I want you to be always happy, it is difficult for me to stay from you" I headed my way to door, I have never seen him speechless like this before. Wait I will ask him if that was true. 

"Did you had any feelings for me?? Before" I turned before opening the door. He didn't speak anything and looks defeated. I fall to my knees. What??, How?? can he hide this from me. He faked me. He did. He also proved that I am wrong. Like all says I am naïve. 

Sid's POV.... 

There is no point in hiding, if I lie also she will stay away from me if I say truth also she will. Atleast today I will let her know how I feel about her. "Yes I did, I do, I always will" I see her in ground crying. I hurry myself to gather her.

"Don't touch me, you betrayed, you cheated me", I could see she is broke completely, I know this would happen always, but I never wished this would happen now. Before I hold her she leaves the room. Oh, no what had happened, the day I expected not to happen, has.. Nooo, I wanna run behind, but she is right I betrayed her. Tears fall down before I fall down to the ground. 

Saanvi's POV.... 

I make my way to Sid's room, not his name Abhay room. I found all siting and talking. When I entered the room I could see all eyes on me. I never wished to spoil this trip but I did, no we did. I know I can't stay away from him. "Do you wanna something to drink?" Navya asks me. "No!! "...

"Where are Romeo and Juliet?? "I smile to break the silence, "They are in their room "Navya comforts me. "Ohhk " I know they are together. 

I couldn't control myself, I don't wanna cry infront of all. I went out of the room and enter the girls' room, where I found Sid lying on the ground. What I am doing???, again I am back to him. 

Before I go he notice and say " We need to sort this, we cannot just leave it to ground "

Maybe he is correct we need to sort this or else my thoughts will kill me, my wild thoughts like always he says.

Sid's POV.... 

Thank God!!!! She listened to me finally. "Sorry that I didn't say the way I feel about you, I always wanna say, but I know you would stop talking to me, really I don't want that to happen, I want to be a friend to you, help you, be a support to you".

"You betrayed me!!! ", she says without looking into my eyes. "Saanvi, please look at me, don't sit in any compulsion", She looked at my eyes, tears fall down before I hold her chin, what I just did, I took my hands back. 

"I really wish you would have said to me before but in the same way I am happy that you didn't, you always helped me in everything, Especially how to control my feelings, thoughts how to react to it, if you weren't there I would not be so strong like this, you never misbehaved with me, you never, many days I have stayed with you, I have slept in your bed, but you could sleep in couch, I was never close with anyone other than you especially in men, its not your fault alone, mine too" what she just said love as fault, but I am happy that she never regret why she met me, its very hard if the person whom you love regret seeing you. I am happy that I didn't have. 

"I always liked staying with you, after meeting you, I had no idea how my life will be without you, if I just think about it I don't have anything other than...... "she stops, She has no idea of what she was saying, she is tensed.  

"Listen you need to tell me how you feel about me, about us before finalizing what we have to do. Life is like a chess,we are locked into a set of moves by our previous choices."I looked at her she looked away. "I.. I don't. ...I" she searches for the word. "Its always about you, I am not forcing you to tell how you feel, Think me the Sid, your Friends I mean before how you used to feel about me" I struggle myself to complete, but somehow I did it. I knew she will never share how she feels to anyone other than me. 

"I don't know how I feel about you, I was angry when I left the room a few minutes before, now I don't feel anything, at the same time I don't have any idea of how my life would be without you, I never expected this would be coming between us, "finally I could feel she is neutral and thank god she doesn't hate me. 

Silence surrounds us for a few minutes, I feel uncomfortable, this is completely insane, mostly new for me, "If you wanna talk with someone else you can, or if you wanna end everything right now you can, take your time and space" I did my best to make sure she is ok.

I had no idea how powerful her thoughts, her wild thoughts just broke our love, no friendship. I don't want to put a name to it, yet we have a history together. 

When I make my way to door, I wish she says stay with me.

Saanvi's POV..... 

"If you wanna talk with someone else you can, or if you wanna end everything right now you can take your time and space" he wanna assure that I am ok. But I am not ok with staying him, either I won't be ok without him. 

I don't know how I feel about him, about us, I really don't know. I need to think, maybe I need space and time. How does he is always selfless??? I have no idea of how he feels other than he likes, love I corrected me. 

Before asking him how he feels about me, I need to know How I feel about this. I should not confuse him. 

When I searched for him he was heading towards the door, I must have not listened to what he said. "Did you say anything now?? "I stopped him. "No!!!!?" he gives a short reply. "Are you ok??? ......"I made this man cry. "Ya!!!! "....," I meant staying with me,... ", without looking into my eyes he sat near the door and his back against the wall. I have never seen him this much worrying about anything. How wild my thoughts are real, it was just something which never happened, but my imagination brought us here,..... I scold myself. 

"At some point in life, we get lost seems to walk between the constant tenuous line. What's right turns wrong, what's wrong turns right. You don't know who is who, or what is happening actually. Everything is a knot. Its doesn't have a definite term, but you just want to stop, breathe a little, but deep like you put inside the body all air that was missing a long time ago and throwing out everything that was stuck in there. It doesn't make sense but it's still nothing. And nothing looks like the only constant thing you can't choose." he reminds me, he always does this, whenever I am confused he says.

If I say no to him we can't be friends anymore, if we try to be friends also we can't be that close like before, we are not same Sunnu & Sid. But I don't want to lose him. What if I say Yes!!!, I have little Less view of it, maybe less than that, but I can assure I will be happy.

Wait!!!, how could I be selfish, when we were friends I never asked how he feels??, why didn’t I?? I assumed him as easy going, but he is not, maybe he is but not in case of me. I should have asked him every day he always does that make sure I am fine before going to bed, in office, every time. I have been selfish, I should ask him before he leaves the room.

Sid’s POV….

"At some point in life, we get lost seems to walk between the constant tenuous line. What's right turns wrong, what's wrong turns right. You don't know who is who, or what is happening actually. Everything is a knot. Its doesn't have the definite term, but you just want to stop, breathe a little, but deep like you put inside the body all air that was missing a long time ago and throwing out everything that was stuck in there. It doesn't make sense but it's still nothing. And nothing looks like the only constant thing you can't choose.” I repeat like every time. I know she is the best person in my life. None had understood the way she did. I would always feel the electricity when she is nearing me, but she has never felt the same way I did. She has only thought me as her friend nothing else, I know this, that why I have never spoken about how I feel about her. I wish I get a chance to say her how I feel about her.

I feel her seeing me, when I looked at her she was sitting near me, facing me. I opened my arms just for her to sit in my lap, I never knew why I did that but I felt like I wanna wrap her once in my life time.

Every wild thought I had has vanished when she took my offer, we both sat in silence, I have never felt like this before, I know she is fine sitting in my lap. What has happened to both of us? Until yesterday we were good friends seemed like that, but today we have no clue of what we are.

Right this moment I should shut my thoughts and enjoy her presence. I took my hand and wrapped her and brought her close to me, I know she heard my breathing. This how I always feel, I wonder the way my body reacts to her. My hormones urge itself and make me hard.

She removes my hand, I know this moment wouldn't lose forever. Instead, she sits facing towards me in my lap, I was surprised by her action.

Saanvi’s POV…..

When he offers me to sit in his lap, without any hesitation I sat. I know he would never take propitious of me. I didn’t think anything else other than feeling his warm for me. I have no clue that my mind also can shut thinking, it's better to be without thinking. I trace his hand until his finger, he is like a magnet, he attracted me the most till now, my back barely touch his front. He wraps me tighter with his arm I could hear his breathing, I know he breathes fast, I am happy it was me who made him breathe fast.

I took his arm away, his breathing stopped and I sat facing towards him in his lap. He was completely surprised by my action. I don’t want to control the way I am feeling right, I don’t want to name it as lust, but love ya I love him, maybe I had loved him before but I wasn’t aware of it. But at this point, I like the way how I behave with him.

“What you want to do???”, I blush and he closes his eyes, “I have been waiting for this moment, I am not sure if you love me, I will be happy if you do” still he doubts. He can doubt because I didn’t agree with him, but sat on his lap. “I don’t want to spoil this moment” I confused him. “What does that mean???” he shouts, “This moment!!!!!, love is not only about present, yes it may be, but it's staying together in all moments, you cannot just sit in my lap right now and stop talking with me after a few seconds” before he tries to take back, those hurt my heart. We can take and back things and go but we can take back what we said.

But from his point he is correct, I cannot allow him and deny him. “I want to feel you” without thinking I utter, I mean it I want to feel him. “Sunnu, just stop being like this, you cannot take back what happened so before we go any further I wanna be clear you want me not only now, always and……”, …. before he completes, I locked my lips onto his, I liked the way he responded he didn’t pull me, he pushed myself towards him and his hands were holding my chin gently. Sid’s tongue barely traces my bottom lips twice. We have the chemistry, something but we are together. This is the first kiss in my life. I have never kissed anyone, no I have kissed kids only kids. But this is something different.

Sid’s POV….

Before I complete she locked her lips, I kept reminding myself don’t urge, she is yours, don’t hurt her, make her feel that no one could make her feel the way you do. I really became like her, why the hell I think alot. I ought to concentrate on her, her lips were shivering, my tongue barely graces her bottom lips. It feels so good for both of us I do it again but with little force, I tasted tentatively with my tongue as I traced it across the bottom of her lip.

She pushed me back and us both to reality, I wish this moment should have lost few for minutes, “Shhshhh……” she keeps her hands in my lips, “No tongue”..I know this is her first time my first time too. “OK, madam!!!” I nod in agreement. I push herself against me her chest traces mines, I could feel her, She laughs when I was hard for her. The way my body responds to her is beyond my control and I don’t want to stop it too. She again pulls her back and “I want you” she whispers in my ears. Finally, she told she wants me. This the one I wanted to know. “Always, I want you always in all my ups and down” yes finally it has happened, she is mine, only mine.

Before she could withdraw her mind, my arms wrapped her, as sure and hard as on the dark road. She felt again the rush of helplessness, the sinking yielding.

Saanvi’s POV…

His insistent mouth was parting my shaking lips, sending wild tremors along my nerves, evoking my sensation. I had never known that I was capable of feeling like this. I wonder what he had done to me??? maybe this is one of me, which I never known. How naughty he makes me, he makes my hormones to drive crazily. “You didn’t answer me still now”, I remind him. “What I did not answer”, he wonders. “What you want to do??”..before I complete “I want you to sleep” he unwraps me, we were facing each other. We place a gentle kiss and I could see the relief flooding in his eyes, in mines either. I fall my into bed and searches for him, he was at the door. “Where are you going??”, I looked desperately at him, “I will send Navya and Aditi back so you could sleep” he shocked me. “I will message them to sleep there” I urge myself so that he didn’t leave the room. “Someone is on good mood”, he blushes and he tosses one pillow to the floor. “What has happened to you??” I glare him after he sits on the ground. “Don’t look like a child, I know you understood what ….” before I complete he sits next to me with his pillow. “I am feeling sleepy” he pushes me to bed and snuggled me. “I love you” he whispers to my ears. I didn’t tell him how did I forget “I love you so much”.

Sid’s POV…..

I heard someone knocking the door, I opened the door Aditi and Navya both looks at me. Why do they look at me like this? They cover inch by inch. When I try to adjust my shirt I found myself shirtless. What did just happen, from the door, I looked at Saanvi, I was relieved when I saw her covered. Nothing has happened I might have removed my shirt due to some reason before I convince myself they both are past me.

 “Don’t wake her ” I warn them, Navya looked at me suspiciously. I am over protecting on her than before, she is mine only. “Its 6 am we need to be down the valley before 7” Aditi informs me. “Ya!! we are not coming for hiking, we will join you afternoon”, I know they are in shock. “We slept late in the night, she had a long day yesterday I don’t want to force her to hike, she needs rest” I utter. 

“Ok!! take care of her ” Navya smiled. Navya got her views on what might have happened yesterday. We need to tell our friends before they find us separately.

They got ready and left us alone. I have wondered the way she sleeps, I feel the electricity. Her eyelids closed her pupil, her hair is barely touching her face, I went and tugged her hair back. She smiled, a little, sleepy one. She is awake.

“Good morning ” she blushed, I want to witness this every day, I will. “ Good morning!! Babe ” she felt happy when I called her babe.

We had our breakfast and her long time dream Kombucha. When we planned for MANALI she kept saying Kombucha. As I assumed, she hated it. But it was sad that it didn’t taste as she expected. But I still have the taste of her lips. Thats the best taste I ever had. We spent our time talking and snuggling still afternoon. During our lunch, we told our friends, what has happened yesterday. They were in shock but managed to smile. I always like them, like she says they never judge us. They said they are happy for us.

After getting into a job I can never spend time as I do, she too knows that. So we did enjoy the present we had. She always used to say I have never taken any decision on her own, but she has now. Yes, I am the biggest decision she ever made on her life on her own. I promised myself to take care of her, and give her the best life

Saanvi’s POV….

Last day in MANALI, I looked at the way daily I look at him. He carried my bag, as before but with happy eyes. He is happy that I am his, yes I am only his. He couldn’t found his mobile, I called to check where his mobile is, his phone sounded “ Darling, Darling oh turn the lights back on now ”my favorite STOLE THE SHOW by KYGO.

We checked in NEW DELHI, “ I love you ” he says when I sat down. I held his hand through complete travel. We have planned to marry but not so soon but someday we will. “ I love you too ”  I whisper “ Don’t say too it's like you are agreeing with me ”..he glares.

“I have put on some weight can you see it” I lean on his shoulder. He came very close to me, kissed my forehead “ You were never lean to put some more weight” he whispers, I like the way he teases, I love this man.

Sometimes it's about the moments when two people need each other, discovering another soul when both simply searching. Sometimes it's not a what a great love story made of but there is a romance in discoveries that made along the way of finding whatever it is looked for.