The Restless Night

"Sometimes the silence gets so loud, the only thing left to do is to hope your heart is strong enough to beat it out"

~Rachel Wolchin

It's 3 AM and I am still awake wondering what's going wrong all around. Why the coolness in the air is missing today, why windows are not shaking today. Why these soothing rain drops voice is subsided by the voice of frogs, crying, making noise due to hunger. Something is missing in the air that day. I tried, I tried to remember every possible thing that is missing that day.

I woke up, went to window, the sea near my window is in full flow today, the splashing waves the screaming waves is asking something today and I am not getting that. I am becoming restless, impatient searching every dark tale of my life, cause it's a part that is missing, it's a moment that is calling me from inside.

I went to my bed again, like any other day feeling helpless, feeling broken, feeling alone like that rock in the screaming sea whose body has been destroyed by the thrashing waves of the sea. I cried and I slept restlessly, and when my eyes closed, I saw a sparkling light, a light that can answer all my bizarre questions.

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hat light was "she" and finally I woke up at 8 A.M., I got it was you, your presence that is missing in my life, it was the touch that I am searching all around. When everything seems to be down, it was you whom I miss around.