THE ADDICTION OF MY LIFE

I remember before I tried meth, I asked people what it was like. They said it's like a burst of energy a rush that takes your breath, it's the best feeling ever. I don't know how to explain it. really and they were right but now if someone were to ask me what it's like. I would tell them it's like spending every single penny you had on drugs. It's like going days without eating even though you were starving but you needed dope more. It's like having to lie to family and friends you had ever had. It's like waking up hating yourself from the shame and guilt.

It's like going through withdrawals unless you had more dope. It's like never attending family events because you were to high or your to sick. It's like crying yourself to sleep every night because your children got taken away. It's like knowing you have one more chance to get better before your children gets adopted and still you choose that bag. It's like watching everyone succeed and you crumbling. It's like stealing things worth value for your dope. It's like being a prisoner inside your own head. Its like overdosing and going to get high right after it's. like giving up your entire life away. so if you're ever curious like I was please at least know the truth curiosity killed the cat and it will kill you too