Smash Nerves

My bed-sheet won't stay composed

Dislike how your eyes will, 

Traffic echoes the interstate 

Clamors leaving me incensed 

Tranquil air to chill 

My nerves started to choke 

My hands apprehensively shake, I tremor 

I pledge I'm not even close to the equivalent 

Believe that I'm not the one to fault 

I'm starting a tremendous change 

You disclosed to me I was dry up, 

Nerve-wracked, I destroy 

The considerations I can't convey 

I never again locate this weird 

Independent from anyone else, for myself, I battle to enhance 

Harassed by the gazes, by how they glared 

From every colleague, outsiders too 

They appear to be stressed however who can tell? 

I don't think that its reasonable the manner in which I am captured 

My brain has gone sideways 

Living without applause 

I'm lost completely devoted to you 

I ventured forward, I challenged 

To make disclosure raise 

My nerves drop and break.