Remembrance..

Remembrance... 

         Being in the present and getting confused by the memories of the past, I was thinking with tears in my eyes, my life is an open book without a cover, the meaning of life is the meaning of love, the meaning of deception, what is life there, the memory of the first love is sitting in his mind. Why is there so much sadness in my heart despite such selfless love? I couldn't imagine. Is it my bad luck or some misunderstanding of my immense love?

        Truly loving you will pay off. That is why I am here today And love has to be haunted by the desire to love. Today you may be happy, enjoying a luxurious life. But there was a day when I was looking at the reflection of my future in those sad eyes of yours and I was building that glass Taj Mahal of future hope, you were helping me to build that Taj Mahal. Today there is no Taj Mahal anymore. It has been broken. The glass of our love is broken. And my heart is wounded by the impact of that piece of glass. Even after so much suffering, the memory gives me the hope to live and the new inspiration gave I never thought that you would leave me and become someone else. 

Oh, let it go.....

      Who am I to oppose the will of the sentient God? But a little hope of loving AI is left in my mind. Yes, of course, no matter how much I want, I can't stay in your memory. You hate me as much as I do, but I promise you will remain in the palace of my heart for as long as I live. AI reminds you that life is still good. Pathjoy your memory and remember in lifeI am not tired today even after crossing the stairs. That memory of yours, Why, perhaps, this passion is repeatedly remembered in the research. Thus, in the environment of Sasha's decoration and Sanjit's satisfaction, a dream of our relationship was developing. In the pursuit of time, I will be helpless and lost. I never believed. You know that no matter how long the night is, every night is sure to have a morning. Similarly, every action has its limits. Just a moment before you cross that line, put your heart's desire inside that line. Look around, step into the context of the solution and think again. Really what you are doing is right. How many words of a small heart hurt you so much that you finally made the big decision to forget me.

              Even if no one in this unbelieving world believed in this innocent life, you believed in it. And in return for your immense love and strong faith, I also had complete faith in you. You poisoned my faith. And broke the beautiful sandbox of my dreams.Finally you lost me from you. How can I forget ? Can a small piece of paper from a far-flung holiday comfort you? Nor can your heart's absorption quench the happiness of the past that is growing. No, never. Because even though I am near you, I am far away. How do you understand the language of my mind? Why would you believe that I am yesterday on the request of a sick heart. But if you understand, you are not explained. As I remind you of the intimacy you have created within the circle of relationships, your own feelings of kinship. I didn't do anything wrong ???

                  It is amazing to look back at a few pages of my life history. It seems like everything. It was a sweet dream. The dream for which I have searched many nights. But even so, it quickly left my mind, but left the memory of that old day. When I see you, I forget my thorny path. All pasts are remembered one day, but not all memories are personal. To tell you the truth, I know that I am in love Filled with the poison of deception, then I never loved you. Maybe I wouldn't be so angry if you had stepped into my house and gone as a guest for a day. If Gudak had forgotten the past days, there would have been no sorrow in life. 

            

                   I understand today that you never really loved me. If not, how did you get away? After you told me, I gave you the place of god in my heart. You will be mine today and mine in the future. By saying this, he was telling me that he had sworn an oath to God. His patience? You were saying that I will worship at your feet and spend my whole life at your feet. Where did your words go today, where did your oath of God go? I try to forget everything in the work life. I want to be happy with your memory. Just as the sunflower in the garden looks at the sun and its beauty fades, so I am looking at you with the heart of that sunflower. The sun and the sunflower do not meet, but the sunflower blooms prematurely.In the same way, I too will fight one day, only to leave the thread of the past in a network of broken threads. 

   

          Really ! Can't you see the dream of life after losing all the relationships? Don't all girls get girlfriends ? I am not able to make my way in this world with a lover like you. Losing you, I threw all my sorrows in the salty ocean. So think for a moment what you did now.....your unsatisfied desire for a little bit, you became selfish. And I hanged myself in the swing of regret ... 

and floated the moon of inconsistency Like a paper boat in a flood..... 

        The address that moon will ask for is mine heart will ask for last sleep . asked for a picture of my love at night Tears for memory .