My Last Dream

It was a cool summer night......The sky was clear.... Everything was clear.... Pin drop silence prevailing all over....Peaceful atmosphere gentle breeze blowing around. She was standing all alone.... A charming and heavenly aura around her …. Alluring …. Neatly dressed in a bright white sari....The wide red border on the sari was adding to her beauty..... Dark open hair, but well combed ..... Bright red bindi.... Kajal on eyes.... Gentle breeze playing with the curly hairs on her cheeks ... Wide smile on her face…. Graceful.... Dazzling eyes... A hypnotic look....Commanding but soothing and assuring personality...She had the power to attract anything, anybody.... ....

I was looking at her....she was also looking at me...as if waiting for me since long... I was having the same urge....her hands opened wide towards me....ready to give me a tight hug.... To end all my sufferings....to end all my desires.... To end all my worries ... I felt the need to get her hug.... Something forced me towards her...I suddenly and slowly started walking towards her....she was still smiling... I felt her smile in core of my heart.... That was divine …. Sublime ... So pure ... So much assuring and alluring... My mind stopped working...my heart stopped beating.... I was mesmerized by her holi grace... I was eager to touch her.....feel her touch.... I reached her...She was still standing....her soft hands curled me.... She hugged me.... Kissed my head.... I could now feel her....yes I could feel her.... I knew her.... I knew her since long...as if I was her part.... As if we were one soul....one mind….one body..... She also smiled in a way as if she knew me since time memorable......crossing all the borders of life and death....

I did not remember how long I remained in that position..... It was blissful.... Then she took me in her lap.... It was warm…. Enchanting ….. I was sleeping ... Resting.... She was caressing my hair.....gently massaging my tired body....  I was feeling so secure….. So safe….so assured….. So relaxed…...she was constantly looking at me with a contented smile....as if the meeting was long awaited... It was eternal …. Auspicious….. I did not utter a word…..so also she….there was no need to…. It was as if we were in same rhythm …. Same spirit… she was able to understand my silence…. I could feel her heart…. How could I miss her…..how could I be so late….. I suddenly realised…..she is who I was searching so eagerly…. I am here because of her only…… I was created out of her …. She is the origin …. She is whome i was waiting for….she was my ultimate…. I wanted to ask her so many questions, why she departed me … why she gave me a body and a mind … they were not in my control… it was all illusion there… they call it life … full of suffering, despair, deceive, desire, lie, manipulation… I was afraid there I started going into deep sleep….. She covered my eyes with her hands …… I was free…. I did not want to miss her again…… I was urging her …… “Don’t leave me……… You are the beginning.

From far away ……. A sound was coming

“Ram naam satya hei……”