Mom and Me

People are very difficult to understand

Time change situation in every way it can 

No longer smile on my face which is mine 

Mostly I think about her but she is not saying that line 

Emotional attachment towards her from first day of my life 

Not easy to forgot and not easy to break up with life

Life is from her no matter it is dark or bright 

She is my sun which is able to glow for days and nights

No one is brighter than her in my happy time 

And also No one is darker when people try to take my shine 

She always want to give all her happiness and take sadness of mine 

She is someone without her I am not able to be fine 

She is able to hide her all sadness to make my eyes shine

Her pain is very big because 

She has a girl but she is not able to spend her lifetime.

Anushri means me finished my tenth standard and decided to leave my home for my further study which is already decided that in which school I am going to take admission for preparation of my class twelve.

My mom also knows that but we all know our moms thair main goal is to live with children also they like to see their baby's studying hard.

She is very happy that I get admission in a good school but I know she is hiding something in her heart.

One day I just come back home after giving my last paper of board which is Social Science and eventually big change happened on earth which is Corona Virus which is great economic, environmental and social change all over the world.

My mom said, welcome back dear how is your paper?

As per me, every talented student will give the same answer that is, Yes it is very easy.

Mom said, what a good day.

I asked, why what happened?

Mom said you don't know about Corona Virus?

I said I know mama, is it good news that virus is spreading?

Mom said, no definitely no.

I said, then what?

Mom said it's very bad that you are not able to join a school, now you need to study from home. 

I said you are right.

Mom said, now lockdown is not going to open soon.

I said, hu.

Hear conversation stop and online study started for next some month until now. 

Smoothly time passed for my mom and month of November came. Eventually, I get a notice from school that you can join a hostel from 15th of November got this massage from 1st November.

Now my life takes a turn when I got this message I tell this to my mom and mama start crying. Now I am sixteen years old but I have never seen my maa like this before.

Immediately I reliance that why my mom is so happy on the last day of my school.

She asked me, how your school get permission?

I replied, I don't know but please don't cry.

I felt very bad at that time but, I don't want to cry even my eyes want it. Because I know that this type of experience I never had and also, I know if l cry my mama will cry more.

This problem takes away my sleep and my mom's condition is more critical than me. As every mom want the happiness of her children in future so they hide their pain and always smile for them. The same thing happened to me.

But thank god, I get some relief again when my school's notice came in which massage is given that we get the permission of central government but not of state government so we decided to cancel school opening for some more time.

I again go and tell my mama massage from school.

She said, it's not good to skip school for a long time but it's all right you can celebrate Diwali with me and take me near her and hug me. I know that is very happy now but again one day will come when she again cry and get sad.