Me To You (Myself)

Was this the first time in all of these years? I cried seeing my very own picture on my phone such self-pity why did I drag you(one in the picture ie...., myself) down to this point from the point where you are good enough for yourself, proud of your actions and ethics, and regarded as obedient and thoughtful. Why did I blindfold you with something that isn't reliable and let you mend your ways? 

I shouldn't have done this ..then everything would have been even and good.

Now seeing you I can feel only the pain and pity .why am I crying while glancing at my own photo? (maybe expecting you to heal and reassure me for what you are actually worthy of )

It's ok I have destructed myself but I can reconstruct you from this state of scratch and give you everything that you deserve the confidence, the power, the happiness, and the life which is more worthy. Are you listening from the screen the one before the screen is promising to make everything better again I don't want to look down on myself, the self-pity is enough off.....

Let's gear up for the good.

(I wiped my tears closed my photo, Erasing everything that drags me down to self-pity and nurturing myself, I am going to have a good night sleep with my heart filled with courage mind fueled with future to emerge as a new and worthy self from tomorrow)