Let It Go...

I know it is very difficult to tell my childhood friend “Shanti” that I love her so much. But I can’t say because I was scared of losing the friendship with her.

The same thought was craving inside me whether I should tell her or not, what would be her reaction, whether she will accept or not, hundreds of scenarios are coming in mind.

One day I have decided to tell her how I feel about her. I asked her out to have a coffee in the evening, she said yes without asking any reason. So for that special evening, I wore a Captain America Shield’s Printed T-Shirt and jeans to look simple and attractive. I also applied a temptation spray mist.

It was a simple Dhaba where we get together oftentimes. She came that evening,

Ohh My Gosh, I was astonished, I was like, my eyes were plucked out, she was wearing a mini blue skirt with spaghetti straps Top. My feeling was like; she is the only angel I was waiting for many years. Suddenly that feeling gets converted to rage and fury because she came with a guy holding his hands.

First, she Apologizes for not telling me about him then she introduced him as lucky, she so-called Boyfriend. Then she narrated the whole story of both, which I had no interest in listening, but listened by keeping my words of heart deep inside me.

It was very painful to see the Shanti who I love the most is catching up with another guy but I still can’t do anything, say anything about that because of losing “Friendship”.

I was fierce from inside but to continue the conversation it was my fake smile which helps to not showing my inner inside. But sometimes it is good to be LET IT GO.