Hope after tenderness

She was sitting alone under a tree thinking of her past days. She remembered that it was her first day at school. She wasn't excited about it as she had to leave her previous school where she had her best friends, favorite teachers, known buildings and these were the reasons for her satisfaction while she was studying there. The school which she joined is one of the most renowned and prestigious schools in the city. She went to school with her father, he dropped her at the school gate. Now it was a struggle for her to adjust to new buildings, teachers, classmates. her heart was pounding like a drum. she was nervous but she stepped into the school premises with all the uncertainties in her mind. Her head was spinning.

She entered her class, she was a little late as she could not find her classroom on time. She went to the last seat and sat quietly there but one girl told her that her friend would be sitting there and asked her to vacant the place. The girl started crying. The class teacher came and asked what was wrong and after listening to it she made the girl sit on the first bench.

The girl didn't talk to anybody that day and when went home she immediately went to sleep during dinner when her parents asked her how was her day she didn't say anything. She went to her room and switched off the lights after telling her parents she was way too tired, she laid down on her bed and started slowly sobbing. Her pillow got wet from her tears. She was missing everything she left behind but she didn't have the guts to share this feeling with her parents. She fell asleep. Every day was the same for her as she barely talked to her classmates that too about work and projects. A few of her classmates made fun of her looks, but she didn't say anything to them nor did she confide in anyone that she got hurt from those remarks. She kept all her pain inside and her grades showed that she wasn't okay.

Her parents were confused why did she not score well as previously she was one of the bright students. These all things were becoming the reason for her lack of confidence. These things broke her morally, making her way too introverted. These tender memories made her cry because now she was in a phase of life where she was happy with confidence in her about her looks, her grades improved a lot. The main reason for this was because she listened to music to lighten her mood and due to this, she was now feeling blessed because she got to know about the emotional struggles of her favorite singers with difficulty finding true friends, fighting against mental health issues, and inspiring and encouraging the fans to keep faith in themselves even if they are going through the worst phase of their lives. And now she understands this and supports her friends when they are having a bad time. She stood up wiped off her tears and was on her way to home thinking how much positive influence a person can become the hope on somebodies life.