He- A Dream In Her Life

She is a very enthusiastic, well mannered, very talented, beautiful, wise and humble woman. She was daughter of a noble man, her mother was orthodoxy who sacrificed everything in her life for the sake of family and brought up her children with the same doctrine, also thought them to sacrifice everything for the sake of family. Her father being a noble man, was only worried about his mother, siblings, and his niece and nephews. He didn’t mind his wife and children. Hence their life was unpleasant and unhappy. She was bound with different obstacles that confined her and her dreams in the name of society and religious aspects. Her freedom was curtailed. She had nothing but her dreams and a hope, that one day her dreams will ne fulfilled. Every time she felt helpless she hoped for the best in her life.

Finally when she turned 17, she fell for a boy eventually; she started liking him, tried the best to get to him, she was trapped in a confusion with the name of the boy she loved, she expected him to be the youngest one, but he turned to be the elder one. It was too late when she realized this. He got married. She was so upset, had no way out, could do nothing but cry. Hopeless, helpless, one person she liked and he is now someone else’s. He just turned to be her dream.

Finally one day they came into each other’s contact through family circle. One fine day when they became good friends, she confessed her feelings to him, and he too shared feelings to her, he confessed to her if she had come to his life earlier and not let him marry someone else. On the other hand, her parents fixed her wedding with a man of their kind, against her wish. She was helpless again. She wanted to die, attempting to die many a times she failed, she was married finally. Once again separation, they hadn’t seen each other but they loved each other, they even balanced their marriage and love life, but always marriage was their priority, even though they had to marry against their choices, they respected each other’s spouses. Their love was hidden deep inside their hearts.

One fine day, their wait was over, they met each other, when they introduced themselves, greeting each other, and that moment when he held her hand in front of her entire family, shaking hands just like a common greeting, he held her hands for minutes, that he would never let her go. Finally she managed to withdraw her hand from his hand. That moment she felt that the time needs to stop, but it can only happen in dreams, but reality is they had their own lives to live. Some realities tastes bitter, but when they are dream they are sweeter. . 

Obstacles again in their life, they almost moved on, and they both had two similarities their spouse was not their choice & they both had daughter as their first child. Happy in their life, but something really went wrong . Both were unhappy in their lives. Destiny bought them closer again, but only for a while, in a while everything got worst. She expected his comeback to be the best part of her life, all it turned to be fatal part of her love. They thought after meeting each other they will find relief for their sufferings. Obstacles came in their meet too. He had to wait for her for hours, He got desperate if she was cheating him any way? But finally they met each other and she was so excited to see him finally, he too was very excited, and aggressive waiting for her. Any men would be! Everything seemed fine. Their wait was over, shared some love, everything seemed fine till he left her back. After that he never turned to her. He started avoiding her. Giving reasons to avoid her, asking for her for space. Is this the end of their story or new beginning? Is it one sided love? Was it his lust? He came into her life as a dream., went away just like a broken dream., leaving her shattered.

What was her mistake? Was it what she dreamt? That she trusted him blindly? That he broke her trust or her dreams or herself? Leaving her in all alone, lonely, was it right to do? If he wanted to go away why did he come to her, closer. Alas! She was full of tears. Neither she can move on nor she can accept what he did to her.