Have you met your Past ?

It's the time when most of the world is getting ready to celebrate Christmas....one of those days that have mixed emotions for me. As I sat on one of the benches on the streets, I started to think of the days when I used to smile on small things that happened everyday. As a child I did not know what was sorrow, what are pains and what are tears.....I did not know this day will come every year in my life when I sit alone and stay numb, I did not know how it felt to be alone one day, I did not know how it feels to be in the middle of the sea when you have just a piece of wood to hang on to.......I sat there watching a few 4 wheeled machine zoom by me, listening to the natures beautiful sound, the clear blue skies above me, watching the green trees and birds fly in the open sky as if they were just set free after ages..... as the sun sets on the horizon I saw stars twinkling in the sky......tears roll down my eyes, reminded me of the guiding star that I always have with me......in my heart