Fire Flies

Have you ever had this intense feeling of dread out of nowhere? And then suddenly it all goes away? It's a really weird feeling to be honest. One moment everything was falling down the grief and despair of losing. All tugging the little emotional bubbles we have and then suddenly there's utter peace.

I guess that's what death is.

Relief from everything.

You might be wondering what the hell am I talking about. Or you are an old traveler to this journey and have seen this happen a million times but still felt curious.

Well, whatever your situation is I will still tell you my story because this void seems endless or my mind just made this situation up to keep my fragile sanity intact.

I don't know where to start. I have always been a bad storyteller but I guess I will start with the present-

I died.

Plain and simple I kicked the bucket.

Now I wasn't really young who still had a lot to achieve in life. Nope. I was an 81-year-old woman who died happily surrounded by her family.

An expected death even though I will be really sad that I won't be able to watch my grandchildren grow but still-

Still....everything was normal.

WAS normal.

So if you still haven't caught up. Let me say it directly to you, I died but didn't stay dead.

And that was where everything went wrong. 

Well....not exactly I don't know what actually goes wrong at the moment but I got this gut feeling which is telling me something is going to go wrong...

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Might edit this later..some constructive criticism is appreciated