Also A Day In My Life!

Something is missing or every thing is missing!

Everything seems dull. Sitting on a chair with even the Sun being hesitant to shine in Delhi. The place we live in has itself become so dull and poisoned that somehow (not exactly) it's affecting our minds as well as our bodies! Our perspective towards life, our life style and probably everything that we once admired!

Coming to myself, I have a lot to do yet nothing to do at all (but I've learnt that it's okay!).

It's like my mind isn't ready to function. My body isn't willing to move and my soul isn't being able to find peace at all.

It just wants to sleep. Sleep forever.

Never wanting to die but not being a fan of living anymore has somehow stretched me so tight that now I'm stuck in between and don't know till when!

Even the cold winds don't heal, even the warmth doesn't comfort me!

I'm being so uneasy with life and even with myself and I don't fuckin know why!

No joy of completing something as if I never wanted to do it because I didn't!

It's just a sphere of mess I'm stuck in.

All the praises, talents, potentials, works seem zero which also kinda teaches my self that the most important of all is-Peace of mind and soul, Peace with yourself <3

But the only thing that keeps me going is the fact that this is life's road that has just taken a drastic, awful turn and we must believe that this city of melancholy will end soon.

This is something I write when I feel down or absolutely dead. I myself admit that this isn't perfect or my best but I think this is the most truthful story I've ever written!

These are my real words came out of a heart that's not only kind but bleeds too!

I think to all the people who are suffering right now, all I can say is that it's all going to be fine one day even if it doesn't seem to you! YOU WILL get that precious smile of yours and everything will be alright <3

I know it's hard to get motivated when all of your self has given up, but trust me it's all gonna be okay!

Took me a lot put this out here but I hope you guys relate:)

(Not done for sympathy, I don't need it and it doesn't even seem to work on me)

Always remember that the God loves it's every child. YOU ARE LOVED AND LIKED!

~Thank you

~Yours truly :)