All Rounder, Confusing, But Pure, Healthy As Well As True Relation

When you're trying for any kind of relationship then the response should be equal from both sides, but here it was absolutely different, Literally feel like I am living the life of servitude, whatever these people will say that I've to do then it really doesn't matter what I feel, just don't wanna understand me always tried to stop my voice, didn't let me speak, I always have to agree for the mistakes which I didn't did like I don't have any feelings, choices, my own life ...always interfering in my life, invading my personal space and always demotivating me, pulling me down, making me feel low by comparing with other people who are now behaving like as if They don't even know me 

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Absolutely selfish, as well as taunting, mentally as well as physically abusive kind of people who can't teach wrong and right to me with love but by creating terror in the mind, I didn't felt that close, that warmth of love which I felt with you, you didn't touch my body, not even a normal hug, still you've touched my heart and just because they're my parents /family...I should respect them ...my foot......you're the first person with whom I felt safe, I felt myself, I felt meaningful, like I have some purpose in my life or else, many times I also tried to attempt suicide, but you're my Source of Inspiration, Role Model, Only My Baby, inseparable part of my heart

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Only you can understand me very well, you know what my soul actually wants even if you don't know what you want from yourself, I feel so comfortable with you and henceforth I Love You so much baby, means we are so complete with each other, like and just because we are so good friends....I can also understand the things which you didn't tell me but your eyes said everything .........

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I am literally fed up of their tactics as well as conspiracies and live my life according to my rules and regulations and not anyone else by being their puppet and I really wanna follow in your footsteps to go ahead in my life as you know you're my No. 1️⃣ Source of Inspiration as well as Role Model, More than just being my several versions of babies...

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I can also feel you in David Sir. He Must Be An Advocate For The Entire Nation, but for me, he's your Junior Version who's Elder than you by 6 yrs...and 9 if it's with me then 

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You're having all those qualities which I always wanted in a friend...I always feel myself, I always feel positive; whenever I look into your eyes, Hear your Voice; despite being surrounded by negative people, you generate positive vibes all over my body, mind, as well as a soul, I feel so complete with you and incomplete without you .............. I found my inner peace myself just because of you...

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When my own family started all these cheap conspiracies against me from that day itself...I was trying to find comfort, happiness, positivity, the warmth of love in friendship, I wanted someone who can show me the difference between right and wrong when I don't know /not aware, whether whatever I am doing is right /wrong, good/bad {learning stage}and I found tall that inky in you baby and henceforth I also changed my sexual preferences, just because I liked your character; as you're RARE, LOVING, UNDERSTANDING, INCREDIBLE, AS WELL AS AWESOME...whatever things took between us those were neither right nor wrong {ot was all absolutely perfect } I know you won't believe this but it is true {I had an intuition initially about whatever things took place between us and to be frank it all happened in the same manner } and to be frank I felt so complete with you, ..you ..you not only made me feel complete but also made me feel proud for being born into this selfish world and also taught me to kove myself and how to face each and every situation in life..But I am really worried that you feel scared of everything ...despite of expressing my feelings for you ....

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There is also some kind of fear then no matter whatever the relationship..share with each other and that fear is not less than a nostalgia as it helps in building trust as well as making the bond strong, knowing each other well and it aids in feeling comfortable with each other and makes the relationship timeless as well as ageless

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And Last But Not The Least, I Know that I am your last mistake and I will always be and this feeling will always make me feel immensely proud,lucky as well as complete to be last mistake of someone like you...and I won't let anyone invade that place...not even her... I will be completely yours...and nobody else Except My Honey

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You've Touched My Soul and Now Henceforth, Nobody is Having That Right Except You, Till the Time I Get Hitched to Someone