“Against All Odds- I Held Myself And Came Out Victorious.”

Is it a lie?

Am I standing on day one; I started with this thought.

Will anyone believe?

If I'll tell this?

I used to think; it's simple and people can achieve this, but the reactions from them startled me as much as it did for them.

I turned it into a reality!

Sitting quietly; I used to think should I celebrate it or not?

Is my achievement big enough?

Not realized it until I met a sports lover teacher, who made me realize exactly; what have I achieved.

'We; everyone has at some point of time in our lives have tried this activity with the ball. (Tennis Ball Juggling by alternating feet).

The best we could do is 4-5; maximum 10. One student in our class could do only 20 when the teacher asked. I'm telling this because you all remember that you have studied with someone like him.'

-After my 752 score

Topper's Remark

Standing at the tea stall where I went after the class; I wonder what would happen if I'll tell my teacher that; 752 is a thing of the past.

Those were my thoughts after my 1,051 scores (Tennis ball Juggling with alternating feet).

-Ironically I never told!

All Alone, I stood on the balcony. Looking in the sky straight into my eyes.

Was I surprised?

Perplexed and quiet. Am I silent?

Will I be able to do it? I immersed myself in doubts and self-doubts without even giving a second thought. I sternly looked inside my heart and soul. Looking for answers tonight.

"Every word is a promise"

Now I have to live up to that expectation. But what if I fail? Will I become a fraud; a lie?

What should I do now?

A person who has failed all his life cannot win anything. Isn't it?

But what if I do?

I wanted to sleep that day with this idea and this mindset. Strangely, I know that, but what can I do now, this is how I got my motivation towards "Juggling". It was my ecstatic, exhilarating moment.

I know the world will say that nothing happens all of a sudden.

I defy, it happened!

"Juggling came spontaneously to me"

What's my kick? Not juggling for sure.

I came back to my room and sat in a noisy atmosphere. I wanted to test my patience and concentration that day. Knowing that I will excel in this activity, still, I went ahead. I wanted to be in my cocoon, my comfort zone. So why juggling could be an answer for this mindset. I wanted to come out of my comfort zone for sure because I got lost in my dreams which were nothing but my self-illusion, honestly speaking.

'Juggling became my scapegoat, my escape route into the reality'

'I used to train in the rain'.

The society where I used to live. People used to show their blasphemy towards me. Every morning an attempt was made to suppress my juggling which is my soul.

'I used to look straight into God's eyes and just used to say that they can oppress my body but can they suppress my soul?'

They mocked, laughed did everything to stop me. In hindsight, if I look back. I would describe that feeling exquisitely.

'An indomitable spirit which I have become after that rejection. It made me realize what respect means. Probably after that only I have devoted myself, my soul to respect every human being, every organism which is present on our beloved earth. Each one of us is a unique expression from God.' We are One!

Impossible is nothing, my friend. If we have the spirit to turn idealism into reality. I did it, you too can!!

Sohan Hossain Remarks for me, 'I practice juggling with a football daily for 1 hour. How much time would it take to excel in it? Please do reply to my comment. I hope that one day I will do a freestyle juggling with you.'

I'm telling this anecdote because when I read it for the first time I got startled that is it really that inspiring which I never thought. After all, I used to do it out of curiosity. His accolade is a Bharat Ratna for me.

Even if we able to inspire one individual in our lifetime, our life's purpose suffices. Each one of us can become a Bharat Ratna by inspiring an individual's life by our small act of humility.

It is good to be quiet and shy; only if your obsession for curiosity is less, which became a lie for me and my passion shouted it out; though I didn't reply.

Why I'm writing only good things about myself?

Maybe, I'm good!

That's it.

I never lie; so I will write.

'I know that I am best in the world at something'.

But I don't want to speak that aloud. Probably I don't want to stop my hobby because if I do so, then it will become my passion and I will not be able to explore, my morning routine of Tennis ball juggling...!

"Juggling has an essence which one spiritualizes, being oneself, and here it becomes a natural ecstasy, mundane yet exquisite, feet full of humility."