After Someone Departs
After Someone Departs


"Can you imagine someone not being in your life? What if you wake up one day and realize that they are gone? Like forever. They are not there with you. Death struck too early. So early that you still cannot believe it. You wake up and check your phone in a hope that all of this was a bad dream, but no; no call, nothing. You move out of your bed and walk towards the garden. Fresh air is flowing but it is still suffocating you. You feel captivated. You take a shower; but still feel dirty. You want to cleanse those thoughts of pain, fear and loneliness, but can't. You spend your day like a lifeless body. You wait for the sun to set
as if the night will bring some kind of peace with it. But no. No effect.
You need open space but the air feels contaminated. You just feel like running somewhere. You want to shout out loud, but can't. You want to cry but tears fail to come out. You feel hollow. You feel broken. You fall down on your knees on the ground, begging for them to come back. How could they leave you halfway? How could they be so selfish to not even think about you? You still had questions to ask. You still needed some answers. There were moments you wanted to spend. There was a forever to complete.", scribbled the girl who is too afraid to lose.