A Dream I Had To Die For

A dream I had to die for...........

Never had I felt anxiety or nervousness about something not coming to me. If I would fail, I would just let it be. Never had I had the urge to do something. Well you could say, I NEVER HAD A DREAM .

As things were going their way, I stumbled upon an exam. The IES exam was something I had never heard of but wait, something drew me to it. I somehow felt the need to clear it.

I don't know why but I started pursuing for it, getting distracted here and there but hey...I was working hard. The day of the exam came, I did what I could, the results came, I failed and everything went back to normal.

But I guess everything was not normal. About a week later a sudden pain came right from my chest. I guess I couldn't just let it go. Somewhere I wanted to make my father proud fulfilling the dream he had once made reality.

I worked hard although nothing was going my way. I worked hard till I would I would forget the time but something was lacking, something just making me feel lost and devastated.

It did take time to realize, but the reason turned out to be me. I had to change myself,my perspective,my attitude, only then would I come to meet my expectations with myself. I had to die....

I had to die bit by bit rediscovering myself because the old me, was not fit for the success. Two years passed, I had to take my exam twice but in the end, I passed. I cleared my interviews easily. Now as a new me, I could live my dream.

This is the story of me having to die slowly, leaving all my past ways to be able to resurrect and hold my dream in reality.

This is the dream I had to die for. Did you ever have one ?