You are alive in my Poetry

You said that teenage love doesn't last long,

And wanted to prove yourself wrong, 

You were only halfway of doing that, 

To resist it you preferred moving to heaven instead of singing breakup songs!? 

One of your last days here, We laid on bed staring at the ceiling, 

You held my hand and promised me a forever, 

Next day, I couldn't hear you breathe, 

But you, you are still smiling, as on my phone's screensaver. 

You met me when I was damaged, 

You healed me, we planned of doing everything together, 

We planned completing our studies, marrying and adopting a dog, 

Today, all dreams are here but not the dreamer. 

The world without you sucks, so many things remind me of you, 

I wanted to show you that puppy love also lasts long, 

You loved my hair swirls and those pink dairies of mine, 

But you ended up being of of the lessons I wrote in that dairy, my dearest love song. 

You made me perfect in every sense, 

You know, you are here, writting this with me, 

I can feel your presence here everytime, 

You still make my world glee. 

Hope the world up there knows your value, 

Hope my angel enjoys it's salvation, 

Your lady love will contact you soon, 

We will soon be enjoying our long longed vacation. 

Just like our favorite song, 

I can still hear you, 

My mind still bears our memories, 

My heart still enchants your name , you, just you.