Yet Another Day

In the journey of life, its yet just another day..

Pouring it on, a few drops of rain..

But why today..

My mind ponders and my heart fancies to know..

Why it seems crooning a lullaby!

Why is it trying to make me sleep to a beautiful dream and never wake again!

Is it because of the sleepless night that went alone?

Or because of the desire to live that fantasy again!

Still I find myself awake, admiring the beauty of nature..

Those shying leaves by the touch of rain,

The smell of Earth that’s softening by its edge,

Birds chirping making love in that shower,

I am lost, though..

Yet my heart is missing out a part of me..

Those vivid memories of you..

Moments that created us..

Are still afresh, playing a beautiful game..

I wonder how strange is that feeling, when you are about to leave..

It’s not about how hard I will miss you..

It’s about I will miss a part of me that wont belong to me anymore..

At this place, it will never be the same again..

Am confused what am I waiting for..

The new me to welcome

Or my heart still longs with an open door for that old ‘Us’

For me, ‘us’ seems beautiful though!

More strange is how could these lines chase me off from the beauty that everyone talks of..

Yes, that mother nature!

Is beauty just a matter of self-summarization?

Standing still since a while, I wonder how sweet is it to be lost in the silence

Of those tiny little drops of pitter-patter..

Though silent, it still talks..

It soothes me from inside sharing all my pains, with a constant prompt

“Come drench in my rain, I will wipe it off”.

Yet, I fear what when you’re gone

Who will I miss more?

Is it you or a part of me that’s already missing?

Someone who just belonged to me..

I still want to walk in that serene land,

I don’t want to keep anything for me,

To you I owe everything that means nothing to you,

For you in a world where you owe everything..

Just a silent whisper that “I miss you”,

I want to say it loud as I know it would somewhere be lost in the rain that sounds!