All I Want To Say

My dear love

Once I said to a girl

At the tender age of 19

I love you 

She was the first girl

I ever kissed

It seemed right 

To say to her I love you

It was said without

Any meaning to it

It meant nothing at all

It was just words.

It was my thinking 

That with time

I would understand 

What it meant

To say I love you

And to know what love is

I really wanted to have someone

To love and to be loved by

Time drifted by 

As I played the fools game

Having my first kiss

And thinking this was love

Wanting to be with someone 

For the rest of my life

Then I understood there 

Was no such thing

But only our wish and dream 

To have such love 

But with time

I kissed many girls

And like the first girl

Many came and went

But each time 

It made me believe 

Love didn't exist 

I lost interest in love

I didn't believe there was

Such things asBREATH

KISSED

WISH

true love 

I even questioned 

The word love

I really liked some of the girls

Some were just there until 

I met the next girl I thought was the one

But and time drifted away 

My desire drifted far away to

But then came you

And you changed 

My world around

Now I believe in love

I believe it exists

I know now what love is 

And all I want to ever do

Is to love you

More and more each day

I wish for nothing less

But to love you 

With my every breath 

Till the end of my time 

After all, that is said and done

What I really want to say is

I love you and only you.