Why It Has To Be You?

Sitting alone and silently

I recall a special part of my life

That part came unexpectedly

And lasted only for a while,

There's nothing to say 

Because you know everything

And there's no point in repeating

...

Hence I walked away, 

I guess that's why people say love is blind

Cuz even you caught me in binds,

Every day was a picture of happiness

There was no hint of loneliness

Everything was wonderful

Because I spent it with you

Though they were a month and 21 days or I guess few, 

I asked you to see in my eyes 

I asked you to listen to my heartbeat

& You got to know what you really mean to me,

 

But today 

Look into my eyes 

And listen my heart cries 

Listen me cry softly under the blanket sheet

Where I thought it was us to be, 

Cries out in pain 

I start looking at myself with a feeling of disdain

And I just feel I'm covered with flames,

Thought that fate now will be different

But it was all the same 

I just confessed

And at the end boom...life played this game,

Now my heart is blue 

The skies are gray

And I wish I had an option to stay, 

Stay in your arms as I said

&

Complete all my wishes...I expressed,

I thought to wait for you

To live all those wishes for a min or few

By telling myself that our love was true,

But when you didn't show 

More tears start to flow,

& I won't be able to love someone again so deeply 

Because I've already given my heart to you wholly, 

There's no therapy for this 

I've already tried one or few

And now I just think 

Why, why it has to be you?

That's when I sometimes feel

I have to let go and learn to deal.