Lost...

I felt it..

Tell me have you ever ..?

Like losing 

And never ever finding it again?

Realised...

Something precious is now gone

and that to 

w/o making any sound

w/o any hints 

Out of nowhere

It just slipped away,

And Today ...

I realised

Realised the worst

And how much worse it can turn,

Have you ever felt like this?,

Losing something this valuable 

So precious 

That when I had it 

It was never possible

To count it in dollar or notes,

And now when it's gone

I ended up being 

The foremost impecunious among all the poor folks,

I -

I lost myself

In bw the layer of getting ranked 1, 2 or 3

And Have you ever felt like this or is it just me?