Weird Me!

Why am I tired?

Tired between what-i-am and what-I want-to-be.

I wouldn't have been,

Maybe if I wanted to be myself!

Maybe if I just wanted to develop myself,

To carve out the best in me.

And there I am,

Trying to make someone out of myself,

That's not me,

That would never be me,

And why, yet why?

Wonder if I should turn back,

Would that make sense then?

Maybe not!

Yeah, that's me,

The weird me.