:(

I can't,

I can't take this feeling of falling,

no I just can't

anymore,

it's like,

getting your passionate calling,

but still being stuck,

in a chore,

it's like,

being stuck in water,

and not being able to return,

to the shore,

it's crawling,

up my mind,

it's staying,

being one of a kind,

the feeling of falling again,

will give appalling pain,

one second,

falling where?

no, not on the ground,

not into the sea

and not anywhere around,

not falling off a cliff,

but where I am,

my body goes numb

and my heart goes stiff,

I hate the feeling of falling in love,

again.