Letting You Go

How many times

Do I have to 

Open my heart

And let you

Break it

Again and again?

And then

After every

A couple of days

You find a

Reason

To need my help.

With all the love

In my heart

For you,

You always

Give me hope.

And I always

End up

Believing in you

No matter what.

This combination 

Of my love

And your

Selfish games

Makes everything

Toxic.

In my head,

I let you go

And,

In my heart,

I let you die.