Those Blessed Moments

Every once in a while

I am shrouded by fear of dense midnight

I look up and fervently wish

Gleam and glitter-filled the sight

And wonder often

 If I could hold backflow of time

That I reminisce and cherish

Not the mere seconds and minutes

But remnants of the excitement of my child

Her starry eyes... Filled with nibbles of prodding 

The naughty smile playing pranks in the street

Spilling secrets of the household

Inviting the wrath of both young and old

 

Where art thou!

Precious whiles?

Bring back those blessed moments for me

I am through tough roads and fields

Full of lifeless and poignant stories

The saddest song of my life plays its tune

Compelling me to keep mum

Carry on with wet eyes

The deep red mid sky

Just before nightfall

Loathes me for the blunder

Had I been a little responsive

I could have averted the ultimate

My baby crushed to pieces

Right before my eyes!

How can I forgive myself for the rest of my life!

Once in a while

When the night gets denser

The universe slips into a blanket of slumber

Someone calls my name in a sweet voice...

"O mama!"

"look up and find me playing with companions!!!"