"THEY SAID - YOU ARE THE BEST"

They said I'm the best,

Among the "Other Rest'

They said I'm the best,

Among the ones they met.

They said I'm the best,

And the others were just guests.

They said I'm the best,

'cause I helped them when they were in their lowest.

All things ended like illusions;

Making me die with all this vexation!

I healed their hearts,

They broke mine in pieces,

I kept my word

And they forgot promises.

They promised to be with me forever,

Now, I see 'forever' changing into 'never'.

We walk on the same paths

As for intruders,

We shake hands,

But as strangers!

I wanted them to live happily

Who knew,

I was being thrown out of their family,

Like I don't belong there!

They said I am the best,

And now I am all pieces,

Waiting to be put together,

And my heart beats broken,

Torn irises.

Wait for me to carry along,

For I am tired,

It's been too long

Need some laughter

But all this pain

Now feels like home,

I smile and laugh and walk along,

But it's all so empty,

A hollow of happiness,

Horrors my brave ground.

They said I am best,

And now I just play along,

No tears I bleed,

But in my smile,

Is a sorrow,

Encrypted in 

Fake joys.