The Reigning Pawn

I am holy as a saint 

and wicked as a sinner,

I can be good or evil, 

but nothing last forever.

I deserve no heaven, 

yet I am not worthy of hell,

I am what I am, 

neither a demon nor an angel.

I wish to be a king, 

to have a kingdom of my own,

I have done everything, 

but I can only be a pawn.

I am proud of my strength 

and humbled of my shortcoming,

recognizing both 

is the great formula of winning.