The Painted Pit

I feel tangled and wired,

At this moment I am tired,

To run for my own dreams, inspired

But wait, this second I am hired.

By someone to live this life, this way,

And cut out of hope and its every ray,

I want to stand back and I wanna say,

Its my present But its too hard anyway.

Oh God! Oh God! don’t steal this love

My passion for me is all above

Could you help me out on this turn ?

Where all my past wounds pain and burn!

Its not easy, It was a painted pit,

I know I thought I always wanted it,

I have fallen, but I’ll stand back,

With my dreams and a new backpack.

I have nobody Yes! I feel alone,

I wanna drink and wanna get stone,

But I wont 'cos I know whats near,

A time that’d be much easy to bear,

You wounded me and left me alone,

Now you better run 'cos I am coming for you.