The Mind Flayer

In the middle of chaos,

I am searching for peace.

While staring out of the window,

and eating a sandwich with cheese.

The flayer inside me says

"Why am I always so scared?"

Even though I was a little boy,

I really never cared!

When it became the conquistador

I became a secret possessor

After it became bothered,

my mind was conquered 

What our years 

of trust has built

When his secrets 

reveals his hidden guilt.