The Man I Thought To Be My Man

In the strive of your words

Your promises is my beloved.

In the touch of your remarkable hand

Is like a love I seemed not want to lose.

But Beyond the coldest frosts,

A lost heart has the loudest boasts.

I walk the paths of love,

In the little things, I leave pieces of a heart.

To the boy once I loved before,

When you spoke things,

Crystalline tears of the weak eyes

Trying to fathom the meaning of your heart.

Within the four walls,

Bitter tears with painful yet beautiful

Realization of mind

To the boy once I loved before

I hope you're now a man with satisfaction,

Now find consolation and Filled with compassion.

Thank you for your hypocrites, insincere

Ungrateful and deceitful utter words.

Your feeling that too deep yet too flimsy.

In completing abandoning me,

When feelings beyond compare.

Suffer silently of sorrow,

Hearts with innermost feelings

Endless nights tried to find broken melodies.

With teardrops falling and shining

On the trembling eyes and cheeks.

To the boy once I loved before

Who left me behind all alone,

Forsaken and abandoned

And give sorrows too deep to be healed

Numb the heart unceasingly with pain.

I'm now beyond forgiving you,

You're a part of me, my dreams

And many delights remind me of you.

I'm now beyond forgetting you

Because when I'm done so much for loving you

I now finally fathom the meaning of moving up on someone who hurt you.