The Darkness Of Night

Maybe NIGHT was once someones favorite time

And DARK is someones favorite place"

When the moon starts to rise,

It is when dark arrives.

Every night was fun.

Every night has been perfect,

Until the love we treasure left. 

You should be the one I'm hugging 

Not your pillows that make your presence

Your hands should be the one I'm holding 

Not my mouth scared to make a noise.

You should be the one beside me

Not liquors to skip your absence 

Night was my favorite time 

And Dark is my favorite place,

Maybe Because no one sees my pain

No one sees me cry

No one hears my sob

No one thinks my tears was play

No one judges me

No one sees me weak

In the end, no one really cares 

Maybe because the Night was my favorite time

And the Dark is my favorite place

Because the travel you do every night

Was a waste of time 

I am beside you

But you're busy roaming around.

You're busy counting stars

While you're losing the moon.

It hits me hard,

Realizations meet me in dark,

I can't keep myself 

If I keep you always.

Night was my favorite time

And Dark is my favorite place

Because it's where all started

For the emotions to explode

Until defeated by acceptance.

To be someone's sunshine,

To move forward in life,

Without in each other's arm.

Because you left me in bad times 

And you don't deserve me in good times. 

I realized, while gazing in stars

I'm your greatest loss,

Even you broke my heart

I can still shine, though half alive.