Neither liked, nor loved, nor hated

Have you experienced this state of neither being hated, nor liked, or loved?

A state where everyone just watches you from a specific distance not too long nor too short

A state where you tend to get attached still distance yourself for no reason

A state where you will be appreciated by everyone but not loved

A state where even if you near someone, you are still seen as a distant figure

A state where you do all good to all but you receive zero reciprocating 

Not sure if everyone have experienced this state where you feel like you have come so far that no one could reach you

But in reality you didn't move an inch, and in the end I just realise, its just time that has got elapsed when you think you have surpassed everyone and everything 

So, you will be left with none just play of paradox with time where everything that you get or see happens not at the right time of your life

For instance, you tend to experience love when you are actively questing for money

As a reverse paradox, you tend to experience more money when there was a serious call within you yearning for love

If you are into this paradox, may be you have experienced this feeling of neither being loved nor hated at least once in your lifetime 

This is the lifetime experience where people in your friend list are turning to be friendlier

This is indeed the best time to realise that time has elapsed for you and its a right call to look for that unrecognized best friend inside you who have been starving for your gaze at least once in your lifetime 

Serve that little friend of yours before you get into another paradox

Neither be loved nor hated by others, who cares after all when you are your best friend