The First Touch

It's easier to ignore

It's easier to judge

It's easier to speak 

When you've never been there 

When you've never felt it 

That one touch that changes everything

That one touch will make you, make you cry .. hate men.. hate life .. hate yourself trust me I know.

Innocent teared down, wishing you said no

Wishing you had screamed louder

Wishing you pushed him

That first touch from a man I hardly knew 

The first touch from an old man pushing his way through me. 

I'm still alive .. hardly alive but alive and that first touch I will never forget.