Not The One For Me

When I first met you,

You took my breath away.

Now I rest in pieces 

With nothing more to say.

You made me believe things.

You made me believe it was all true.

How could I have been such a fool

To believe in someone like you.

I gave and I gave 

You were happy to take.

It's so hard for me now

That I've realized it's fake.

How dare this man 

rip out my heart, 

no more!

He left me in pieces 

Lying, crying on the floor.

That same floor where we danced

To a music so true.

I remember the feeling 

of, so in love with you.

But that feeling had to change You went out of your mind

And threw us away  at the worst possible time.

You showed your real colors to me, it is true.

That color - a color, a deep hue of blue.

Sad and lonely now too

All, because of you.

The pains in my chest

Were daggers in my heart.

It's so hard on me now 

Our hearts so far apart.

We're not what we needed

It wasn't meant to be

At least now I know 

You are not the man for me.

I loved you I did

I loved with all my heart,

But your emotionless ways

Have kept us apart.

My life will go on without you,  it's true.

But I never will find a love

To be true.

I don't know why you couldn't or wouldn't see me.

I was right there in front of you.

And all I did was ask for you to need me.

I guess for you, a love , not so true.

I will never give up or forget what we had

And for knowing your heart

I will always be glad.

I loved you I did

I loved with all my heart,

The pains in my chest 

Were daggers in my heart.

Your emotionless ways

Have kept us apart.

But my life will go on without you, it's true.

And maybe one day it won't always be you.

It won't always be true  

That I always want you.

I won't always be blue,

I have to believe it is true.

A new day of renewal

For me and you.