Satisfactory

Hmm satisfaction. 

The feeling of your mind at peace, and 

Your heart at ease,

The feeling of being tense leave your bones

As your muscles relax.

As the worry fades away

That right there,

That's the feeling of being high.

The feeling you get as the pill dissolves,

As the pill goes through your entire body,

And you realise 

I'm addicted, I'm actually addicted

I can't eat, sleep.

But I stop thinking about it,

The pain he caused,

The regret I have.

Roses are not always red, violets are never blue

I can't go on like this 

But I can't help it.