Self Motivated…

Buried in sorrows of my soul I find no relief

Just wondering for a solution buried in my grief

The hanging rope to from fan seem nice

But doing the task seem totally unwise

 

Daunting hope with friends and family is none

They say to be strong and make of me fun

I trying to talk, but others give advice

I am not interested, to don’t bullshit with your lies

 

You’re smart then try living straight

Live like you straight tree, be ready to cut that would great

None seem to have my mind occupied

But there the noise that I think wise

 

I just need to feel my sense some

Act foolish instead of wise done

Yes! Yell shout at me I just laugh it through

As you yell and shout you will turn blue

 

Shut up people of the experiences wise

Your hair must be gray, but I too old realize

Let learn the fall and walkabout

I hope a little encouragement that would make loud

 

But no the world seems that I am a fool

They think I am useless and old school

But the biggest life bout is being in the game till last

Survive initially but being up to the task

 

So with self-motivation, I humble myself to thee

Listening to the heart what has to say me

Waiting for the just see a change in the wind my dear

Steady course the success island is near