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Self-Designed Heartbreak!
Self-Designed Heartbreak!
Not too long ago
As important as breathing
The corroded activity of
Feasting on someone's reminiscence
Was a daily errand...
What Seemed like a spiritual indulgence at first
More so had my feelings strangulated
On the brim of my throat
And had me swirling madly in menacing tragedy
Of longings and belongings,
Until the very epicenter of this hurricane
Hit me down
With reality smeared all over my face
The result of which had me hiding myself
From my own reflections for days.
All of it could have been like October
Beautiful and short-lived,
But now, as I contemplate this downward spiral
>All of it makes sense.
How fascinating was it to see yourself
From their eyes,
Growing into a convex imagery
With every step forward,
And how equally hideous was it
To lose the sight of your own
In the blindness of unspoken space,
Mistaken as love.
Now I know, it wasn't love
But too much closeness
That blurred the lines amidst our worlds.
The distance of a mile leaned on in a simple "Hi"
And bridges of synchronicities build
Over every random coincidence amplified...
Had me structuring my own doomed fate,
What Seemed like destiny at first
Was nothing more than a self-inflicted heartbreak.
