Sceptics Of Mixed Emotions

What if I wish you to stay,

You are the sunshine in my darkest day.

What if I get attached to you,

Another pain of separation, again new

What if I express my feelings to you, 

Like thousands of splendid suns rising through.

What if I say its not love but only left out affection ,

Arising like the high tides of sea on a full moon at undefined direction.

Sometimes its hard for me to understand , 

Where we as together do stand

Is it my imagination or just a perception 

For Your existence is just like a mirage in my deserted precision.