Retrouvaille

I miss a feeling I am unknown to.

I create emotions I’m unable to understand,

there is a yearning rising inside me

there is a desire burning inside me.

There is me within me

Every night, every morning

I wish I can see you

every moment I desire to hold you.

I yearn to know what it's like

to touch your hand

I yearn to have butterflies

in my stomach upon seeing you

I yearn for you and

learn you are not here for me

I yearn to discover those retrouvailles

even though,

I know I am not among the trouvailles.