Reality

Looking through the window I can see,

A light that once kept me. 

Now I've lost everything,

All that left is just some ashes.

I don't know who to believe and who to ... oh...

Falling from the cliff of a mountain,

Is just like falling from the throne.

I'm waiting for a redemption,

But whose there to save me,

Cause I'm all alone in this battle.

I don't know where to start with,

And I don't know where to end.

I don't know who my saviour is,

I'm still searching in the eternal darkness.

I can see the splits of sorrows running down my eyes.

The one's whom I had, had taken my heart, have cheated on me.

Now I don't have a great wish, I do have a cursed life.

I don't know who, well I don't know who,

Who to trust blindly?

But now I have learned my lesson, never to trust anyone.

Should I return to my forsaken family or,

Should I remain as a cheater's widow?

I don't know, I really don't know.

Cause my heart aches so much, 

It's just that I haven't given a bit of myself.

Was all these years just a daydream?