Inner Frustration

Today I've decided to write about us.

But what we were, won't fit the page,

I've got a lot to write,

But the words have strangely forsaken me.

I can't pour my heart out,

No words are screaming in me.

I've lost the ability to describe us,

The overwhelming emotions have blinded me.

The throbbing pain in my heart,

Afraid of being rejected again,

I've decided to quit life here,

Not the life, but the world.

I saw the silence screaming,

More than the mouth ever could.

I saw the eyes revealing,

More than the words know about.