Puppet Master

With a doubt, from my bed, I saw a sunshine

On the road, I stole beggar's bite as it was mine

Don't know why, but abandoned my own lady

In my lonely corner, shot a helpless beady

My black soul, His blood turned into red

These much of sins for one day is enough, I said

But, cry of a beady was heard by a stranger

I expelled air from his throat before any answer

Asked his boy, eye to eye, do you hate me?

In a moment, a knife was in his heart freely

Tried to pierce with my hand till my heart and squash

If I curse myself with greatest sins, wouldn't be harsh

Smouldering divine faith was a source of happiness

I emptied my tears, front of people, fucking in a chase

The girl wanted to be adored, gave me a flower

Cast her away like a stone cause I became a boulder

I started hurting when mother told I was not worth loving

Subsequently, eyes in the mirror also never cared about dying

All the emotions I carry are just the puppets

Purified by the loneliness, their master is hatred