Pretty Boy

Pretty Boy

My wish upon a star,

the best day of this life

Met you by the rusted pillar, by a riverside

14 years of age, spark in your eyes

Don't mistake me for your lover, I'm a voice inside your mind

Pretty boy,

The skies appeared gloom, you bring the rain

Nurturing the butterflies in my heart

Sincerely, I genuinely smiled.

Pretty boy

I need to stop serving the fool

Doodle and scribbles,

Orange and blue metal craft,

paving ways to days

together

Pretty boy,

Now you've grown up

So have I

The vocalizations in my head,

Still, believe in your destiny

Or should it be mine

Just maybe, ours.

Pretty Boy

The silhouette craves your very presence,

ears your laughter,

eyes your smile

Can I be the only reason,

for once more in this lifetime?

Pretty boy

You walked away like they always do

Unknown but unworthy

The essence of you passing by

Wasted 11:11s

The astrologer's opinion

My world in the palm of my hand

I held some another's, they stayed by my side

But pretty boy

None felt right, I was used to being by your stance

I realized I messed up, don't know what you feel

Crowds of millions whispering behind my back

Pretty boy, I'm alone

I see you laugh, you don't hide anymore

You shone through the flames,

So many loathed me, for thinking it was all mine

Pretty boy,

Oh not so pretty anymore

We cross our paths often, fingers often-er

You can't spare a smile or a simple glance

Who am I

Just a shy, timid, sheepish girl

Hopelessly fighting for something I can't call mine.