"Plastic ash"

My head hurts 

It feels empty and sore

And I wish for peaceful days

and a hangover cure

 

Ground away from planet earth 

Banished from this realm

I float away trying to unearth

A youthful, more soulful shelter 

 

I try but I end up failing 

Each and every time

And my family starts playing 

Restlessly in my mind

 

But I'm still so in love with who I was

 

I cannot help but melt

At the slightest affliction

And cannot help but think

Of my life with only your mention

 

And so in love with who I have

 

That the world may end

But I might survive

This sphere owes me

that much respite

 

But alas, we live in a society

Where woman have to fight to breath

Where equality is breached

Where oxygen is a pain in the ass

Where progress is considered rash

Where justice and humans 

Cannot co-exist and 

hence, I am left once again

a lone survivor

 

with my new maître' d 

on swept up grains of sand 

as the storms gather up 

and the shining winds band

 

I complete what 

Earth wished for

I indulge in my quest

 

I toast to this domain ending now

Its better than dying in disgrace

In plastic and cigarette ash.