FEEL THE BEST OF HEAVEN

It was a fascination seeing it raining

I saw her beauty being in my mother's arms

Something unknown made my mom scary 

She never let me feel the pearls in my tender palms

I could hardly taste the drops of nectar

Maybe, I missed the best days of my life

I met her but afar through my window 

Descending with dazzling swords

Mighty fire floating in the infinity

Paid us instant startling visits 

Yet returned shortly growling at me

But I wasn't free to feel them with my eyes

Maybe, I missed her rhythmic heartbeats

My school days arrived with new hopes

And with reminders and warnings

I never felt taking them into my heart

My umbrella's often enjoyed a sound slumber 

Forgetfulness was the excuse to be wet

But punishments again plundered the fun

Maybe, I missed the best years of my life

Busy days often made me hate her

Getting drenched wasn't a delight

She must have eavesdropped on my curses

I never knew then I was cursing 

What a multitude had been dreaming for 

Maybe, that was the worst I did to her

I had my baby to see it raining 

Memories returned with frivolous rebukes

We got out into the nectar of heaven

And saw our feet dancing unknowingly

We together Splashed her blessings all around

Maybe, that was the best I gave her