Rabid Madness

You hide who you are

A dwindling mercurial star

I wait for you to come to me

Then I feel a twinge of jealousy

 

I want to know how I'm already in so deep

And why my default options

Have recently changed, defrauded

to your insignificant shimmering self

 

We are all people with madness

But you and I are filled to the brim

We cannot take each other's 

 

But I can't deny that each time 

I muse, your enchanting voice stalks me

Twirling my mind, enchuflaing with possibilities 

And you become a conduit of my heart  

 

I know it is a sinner's hope

But I want my iniquity to render you 

inflicted with my intense obsession

 

this madness has consumed me 

 

There are no low and high tides

There is the vast ocean and I

 

I am already under the current

Here I drown

But this lunacy has kept me alive

 

I used to think it'll be the cause of my death

 

But now I know the truth

It will be you.