Plagued

There was sarcasm in his words

Perhaps a doubt, a question in his mind

The things he said left me stunned behind

How did it all happen because of my ignorance or quietness?

The things I did I said I thought he is understanding and he will be!

Things he said were forbidden for me

I kept watching his actions and reactions

My curiosity and anxiety increased

I knew!

It would be enough to kill my feelings and to get hurt

I kept going with everything the same as it was,

And, let my guilt to like him change into pleasure!

Told myself I will change everything!

Yet he is my special but I felt cursed today

Plagued from his allegations I felt totally lost.

Kept asking myself!!

How come he is so changed? All the things were broken

Are these part of life and reality?

How come he become, What he never wanted to be!!!