Abhorrence

The biggest abhorrence of my life

I don't want live as a substitute and hinderance in someone's life…! 

I don't want to feel discarded when they find me inept and worthless,

People will throw away when they find us as a hindrance in their space!

My heart is not ready to accept that,

I can miss the bond after leaving that

But can't bear and forget the disrespect!